It never even crossed my mind that our thinking were not in a similar way. You took me like more than a friend and someone who you want to date. Everything seems so perfect like nothing could ever go wrong. I thought we were on the same page and constantly reminding myself to appreciate what I have.
It took me some time to realise that’s
not the case for me. I was making you my priority despite you have made me nothing more than a backup plan. Although you were permanent in my world, I was only temporary for you.You never wish to have a committed and serious relationship with me, all you ever wanted was just a casual relationship.
I can never tell what were you looking for and neither can I tell if we were going anywhere.You keep pulling me close and then pushing me away, but never ever had I treated you the way did as I understand how horrible that feel. This almost-relationship that I once had with you had completely worn me out. I was blind in the dream that you had given me.
I can never tell what were you looking for and neither can I tell if we were going anywhere.You keep pulling me close and then pushing me away, but never ever had I treated you the way did as I understand how horrible that feel. This almost-relationship that I once had with you had completely worn me out. I was blind in the dream that you had given me.
I don't blame you for leaving without give me a proper closure because I was wrong in accept anything less than what I deserve and pretending I'm OK with casual relationship ...
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