it hurts.

salsa got cancelled but I decided not to tell mummy and drove out at the usual time. thought it would be a good idea to have some time for me and myself. I need it indeed. went one utama to refund dresses that I bought at h&m two days ago because both don't fit. believe it or not. this is my first time that I am able to take my own sweet time loitering at one utama ever since I came back from the UK. not sure why I did not manage to get any chance to do this any earlier but it is for sure that it had been a long while since I last shopping without an objective. those were the stress-free days where I got to spend as much time as I want at one particular outlet (despite came out with no bags in my hands), I miss primark still.

accidentally cried myself to bed since the last two days and I really hope this will not happens again tonight. I know I have to pick myself up, else no one would. all I ask is, a bit more of time. I am going through a very tough time, struggling between life and study. Could someone please explains to me that why am I suppose to go though these all. It would be great if there is someone who could guide me on what should I do next. 


把你在通讯录的名字给换了, 我以为 这是一种解脱.