the past week had been crazy, pushing myself as much as I possibly could to ensure that I actually do more than the initial plan. ever since I came back from the UK I have been urging myself to carry things by my own before revealing to friends and families. best friend said I need not to be so harsh to myself, she reminded me that there's always at least an alternative for the same outcome. however, I'm a dockey yea know. I had picked the hardest and toughest one and in fact, I refused to change my mind despite the pressure. I even stopped myself from approaching the others before things are solved. Emotionally dependent is something that I am born with and I blame myself for this. It takes hell lots of courage for me to face this issue and it is going to take the entire life for me to learn how to overcome this issue.
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