awaiting.

It could not be denied that I always have had the strong urge to force things fall into place in no time. Apparently, when you do something against its natural will the outcome is often an unsatisfactory one. Am I sound like a girl in a rush? well, this is how one friend of mine described me on the second day after knowing me. My friend once mentioned this, 'knowing what you want is important and the problem is, you need time to gather a bit more points of views and strategise the execution.'  hmm..

I look forward to see your name displays on the home screen, but I don't keep on checking my phone to see if your texts come in. At times I tend to overlook messages despite the notification when I am occupied, but I don't repeatedly drag down the notification bar to look at if there is any messages from you. I am prepared but I don't just stay in one place and anticipate it to happens.

I think I have finally learnt how to take things slowly after so many life lesson given. The most important thing is to be patient and understanding. Things will happen when the timing is right. But I have to admit that I have to constantly remind myself not do rush anything still.

I don't usually wait, but I often await.