proud moment

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People say I have many convocations attend to, they said. There was this one moment, I can't help but feeling unease. Their convocations are filled with friends, families and joyful laughters. Not saying mine was miserable, but in fact it was such a shame that my families couldn't be there. I don't blame them, honestly. Moved to the UK to pursue my degree was indeed a gift to me. I was blessed enough to have this opportunity given. It wasn't easy to take up this challenge, neither it was effortless to leave the country that I used only a sec to fall in love with. No one knows how painful it was, nor were they interested in the story. Life goes on as usual, until it does not. They now have a thought that I am finally settled and get used to the life I once had. 

I must be missing the UK so much. 

I never thought anyone could understand how much, never. but I'm wrong, I wish I could say that. It turns out, not surprisingly, no one could ever understand how much and that's always the case. What should (can) I do when I feel that my best friend doesn't understand me but I understand her and she says that I am her best friend? enlighten me. 

It's okay, everything is gonna be alright, one day. 

Cheers to those memories created in the city that where my heart belongs to. Be thankful for whomever I had met in the past two years. Everyone and everything, allowed me to learn and grow further as a person. 

loves,