Mentioned to my friend about the mess I had in the England while we were on the way for a late night movie. It has been more 8 months and I've yet to have got over the incident. I feel like the feelings will never go away, at the least not completely. It will always be there somewhere within me and inside me. I am not going to lie there are moments I thought I would never be able to pick myself up again. I had been uncertain about life. For the past months, I have to constantly remind myself, more like on a daily basic that everything is going to be better somehow someway. and trust me, it ain't easy. I woke up every morning with the strongest belief I could possibly have and start it all over again. brush my teeth, take good shower, comb my hair, and dress up. I do whatever it takes to feel clean and good about myself. however everything is easier said than done yea know. By picking up the unusual path and going an extra mile to do things accurately I totally understand that I has painted myself into a corner. This could even give rise to endless struggles, however also something very interesting at the same time. Just pray the determination I current have could carry on regardless.
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