don't like.

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I have a disclaimer to make. do not take it with a grain of salt. take it literally, please. I DO NOT LIKE MATCHA. for god sake! why would people not understand this simple sentence? I ended up finishing the love letters, the red bean, even the cornflakes but not the ice cream.

unfortunately, it seems like you do not understand why exactly I was there. I feel safe whenever when you're by my side. love the way you make me think you and conquer my fear. never had a moment I doubt our friendship could not make through it. despite the countless argument we had, and still get into fight over trivial things. with the strongest ever foundation we have, I am absolutely convinced that you are the only fall back that I had and always have. disagreement only leads to a stronger relationship, not the weak ones. so does our friendship.

however there is no point in trying to keep our friendship if you do not feel the same way as I do. at least, show me some appreciations towards the effort that I had put into. everything in a relationship works both ways. if you are not doing it simply means that you are not proving anything, not the respect in particular.

friend or stranger? I am going to be the one who decides if we stay friends. I would like to, but I need an affirmation from your side. do not expect me to keep contact with you when thing does not work vice versa, please. and also, pardon me if friendships do really work in this way. I am certainly lost.

I AM NOW REPEATING MYSELF. I DON'T LIKE ANY KIND OF MATCHA.