mid of the month

Here come the mid of the second month, happy valentine's everyone. Valentine’s Day was indeed a normal day to me until I had started the conversation with him. Spent hours on Skype with the best friend and I literally storied him every single thing. It is so nice of him at bearing with all my trivial tiny small thingy. I understand regardless of how stressed I am, it is not fair of me to vent my frustrations on my friends or families. Here's the reason I don't want story about my plight to anyone. Yet, this friend indeed do really make me warm. *love ewww* 

Class started two weeks ago and I feel like story a little about my holiday. After submitting courseworks of semester one, I went travelling with the lovely yet annoying good friend of mine. London was apparently our first stop, but sadly to say I did not fall in love with this borough at the first sight. This busy city would not be my choice if I were given a chance to stay in the UK. I don't see people there are that relax as I met in Liverpool. As well known, the crowded underground might be one of the reasons why London wouldn't be my preference. Stayed at Annabelle’s for a night before heading to Edinburgh. Oh well, Edinburgh is a must go in the UK if you are looking for a place to ease your tension. This city knows what is good for the bulk of people who only want to be able to move around the town with a bit of freedom and comfort. 

Captain paid me a visit days before my class started! This ex brofie really make me like a princess every time I am with him. Obviously our break up never bring us go apart. He is the one who asked me to stay strong and make me believe that I am able to stay by my own. He always encourage me in an awkward way that normal people would not do but apparently it works really well on me. God knows how much we make each other struggle. *laughing* I do appreciate his appearance in my life, whilst I believe the same goes to him. Nahhhh, we are just good friend, or maybe intimate I would say. 

Strangely, nowadays life make me walked swiftly and heavily instead of briskly. Not sure if my heavy school bag discouraged me from doing so. I doubt if if every university student faces the same problem as I currently going through, but god knows how busy I am with my study. I have been doing tons of work and there is always an endless reading list. But yea, I'm coping with it, not unproblematic, at least up to now I am able to handle it. I have faith and trust law isn't that difficult as if in others' eyes. It might require a little more hard work compare to other courses but it doesn't mean it is hard and in fact, nothing is easy, isn't it? I somehow have a feeling I am able to handle it well, just, keep your chin up and carry on. Stick to the decision you had made and never ever think of giving up. *feeling positive or the first time in my student career.* 

We often dream about doing something else that we have never tried before. This quest for excitement motivates us keep trying on everything. Everyone wish to figure out the way for himself. We often yielded to temptation and had a try on everything. In the process, we learns persistence. Just don’t ever think of stop trying to be yourself, acting like someone else would not make your life easier than you think it will. To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting. Always remember, no dreamer is ever small and no dream is ever too big. 

Cheers! :)